I am whole without you.
Instead of 'giving myself to you'
I can surrender and open to myself.
We can replace 'making love' by
receiving all the love that is already here, inside of ourselves.
And with every orgasm
my breath can redirect.
All the aliveness that used to feed and nurture
the dreams I had with you
can now fill up my own body.
Yes, I am complete without you.
I can take my own pleasure.
Fill my own cup.
Bring all the love and lust I cultivate
to any other higher cause, and myself.
Yes, I don't need you to
But gosh, do I treasure
just giving it all.
Completely dedicating my aliveness
Bewitching our connection with my bliss.
I am whole. I am complete
with the longings.
And I found so much beauty in these desires I accessed through you.